Monday, August 28, 2006
okay it has been 8 days since i blogged and it felt like eternity (: oh well.. i'm sitting here with seha and rong qi and i'm finally updating because i'm feeling really really bored and i have nothing to do so i shall update my blog (: gonna have full dress rehearsal for teachers' day performance later and i'm done with alot of work so i'm proud of myself (:
have been preparing for performance at ACS barker on 16 sept (: we're doing street jazz (: so fun!!!!! but we're also doing an item en pointe and i hope i dont screw up... well i haveto endure my exam first cos that's really my 1st priority now and i really really want to do well so yea... i have really put in everything, all the practices and hard work... i hope it pays off (: 3 more weeks... i can do it!!! okay now i'm feeling really bored so i shall stop blogging and do something useful (: and prepare for dance... YAY!!! (:
12:19 AM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
oh guess what, i just realised that my previous post was the day that my exam is exactly one month away ): sigh... okay that was super random, especially to start a post with... hahaa..
anyway, i feel lousy in dance ): i feel as if i cant do anything compared to the other pro people who can do anything... argh... i mean they can do so much stuff and they consider it normal to be able to do all that... which also means that i'm super lousy ): ): argh... and i'm not exactly very good in ballet either, and ballet is SUPPOSED to be the ONLY THING I'M GOOD AT... so now i think i suck as a dancer ): ): i just hope i can do well enought o get a distinction for my inter exam.... seriously got to work on my adage... just went over to dancepointe for a class with ms foo's girls and my exam pianist was playing.. she was okay for the most of the exercises except ADAGE of all things, and the dance. for adage, she played slow, which is bad for me, cos i dont think i have enough strength to hold my leg and everything... in the case that i lose my balance during adage or simply do badly, i'll be doomed and super screwed which i hope wont happen. so i shall work hard for the remaining time i have before my exam and hopefully be able to polish my adage to perfection... Lord please help me... and for the dance, she plays slow as well, which makes it tiring but other than that, she's not bad a pianist and i got her for my exam last year as well so i just hope this exam will not be a disaster and would actually turn out good enough for me to score a 75 and above cos last year i missed it just by a few marks and it's so frustrating ): gosh okay all that sadness is making my lose confidence in preparation for my ballet exam so i got to think on the bright side... i can do it, i can do it, i can do it... perserverance, perserverance, perserverance....
okay now happy stuff (: finally, after 8 weeks of literal torture, it's elective week and now finally, our brains can take a LITTLE break and restore some brain cells before there arent enough to last our EOYs which would be super bad... even though we still have projects and stuff to hand in, i guess 2 hours plus of lessons is good enough la... better than nothing anyway (: yes i should think like that for my ballet exam, think on the bright side (: and tmr IT'S MONDAY!!!! and the sixers gang are going out for newyorknewyork!!!! yay!!! cant wait!!! and going to buy costume for our teachers' day performance with rongqiqi before going for dance (: yea schedule's kinda tight but it's going to be some fun FINALLY... okay now i got to use up the last of my brains cells doing my ss assignment which i left half done yesterday before going for dinner at 9 plus with my family ): oh well... after all, students do lead a sad, pathetic life...
3:00 AM
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
MAN THIS IS SO SUPER IRRITATING!!!! MY STUPID TABLET OR BLOGGER DOES NOT ALLOW ME TO LOAD PICTURES!!!!! AND I HAVE TRIED SO MANY TIMES AND THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING..... SHIAO IS NOW TRYING TO MAKE ME EVEN MORE PISSED IN THE PLIGHT THAT I'M ALREADY IN AND LATER I SHALL GO AND STRANGLE HER... RIGHT NOW, VENT MY ANGER ON MY BLOG FIRST... phew... okay now i'm feeling more calm and i just dont know what is wrong with my blogger... argh... sigh... i need to blog about something happy!!! okay... BALLET!!! (:
yay weewian supports me on my quest to go strangle shiao!!! hahah yay!!! i'm so happy that my work is improving for ballet (: i dont have much time to go and polish my work and especially work on my stamina so that i will be able to last through the exam and eventually go into the exam room PREPARED... hopefully... and i hope i will have enough energy to last me through the dance, especially the ending part (: oh yea and ms pang used the music, waltz of the flowers, for our dance yesterday (: it was so super nice but SO SUPER TIRING...it's very nice and i simply love the music and the combination of the steps (: it so rocks even though we almost died doing it cos we were so tired after doing the dance like 4 times but oh well, practice makes perfect so i got to practice practice practice!!!
okay now's lunch so i shall go for lunch since i'm really hungry and i need to go strangle shiao on the way (: yup okay tata bb (:
8:47 PM
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
sigh... last week was so difficult to get by and because it was so depressing, i shall not blog about it but instead i shall blog about happy stuff (: like what happened last saturday during the helping out of shanghai thing!!! it was so much better than the week before, even though it was super tiring but i lived through it and had more of a fun time with my happy springtime and splish splash (: they were really fun this time instead of just being noisy... i guess sometimes you just got to appreciate little kids...
well jody, joanna and i met before hand to have lunch and walk around and stuff then after fussing about whether to take the free transport or take train, we decided to take free transport (: then we met daph and got there, helped out with the organising of little kids.. haha and then got onto the bus (: when we got there, we stayed with our group again and brought them in and out and stuff. at first it was quite boring cos they were rehearsing curtain call aka finale and so everyone was on stage so we din have much to do la. it was only after that that we started bring super busy because they were doing make up and wearing costumes and eating and rehearsing all at the same time... well it was really fun while it lasted cos i had to stay with my group and i couldnt run around with daph they all cos one of my groups were rather young and so i had to stay with them la in case some of them cry like the last time... and when i sat down to take a break on the floor, the little kids started crowding around me and pestering me for my name... hahah and they gave me tons of stupid names and were guessing and everything... they actually called me 'i dont know', 'orange' and other crazy stuff and since ether was wearing yellow they called her yellow (: hahaha okay well... then they started asking alot of people what my names was and since alot of people din know me they also couldnt say much la until it came to ms pang and she played along and so did daph so yea it was quite funny seeing them running around and trying so hard to fogure out my name... hahhaa.. but joanna gave it away la but it din matter cos some of them still din believe it was my name so yea... hahaha... then i got to know my 2 favorite people from the 2 groups (: kimberly from happyspringtime and zena from splish splash (: they were super cute... and super nice too... hee... i cant believe they even asked for my phone number but i din give it to them just in case they prank call me!!! hahaha... okay that was one happy thing to recall about... now the next happy thing (: CLICK!!!
well click as in the movie and it was super nice (: not wonder it was rated 4.5 stars... it is seriously worth that much... watched it with shiao and low after the long searching of available cinemas all over town... haha at cine, at ps and at marina and finally we got through to marina and we watched the fantastic movie (: it was so super nice... it was funny at first but at the ending part it was quite sad and then it had a happy ending so yea it was really nice and the storyline really flowed... really worth watching (: the last time the 3 of us went to watch a movie together was the time when we watched i not stupid 2 and shiao and i cried while low dint. this time however, shiao and low cried and i din (: hahaha... sigh shiao just cant take it la... cant blame her too...hahaha... and you wont believe it okay, low was watching it for the second time and she still cried... hahahaha but in any case i really enjoyed the movie but ballet was the dread after that cos my muscles were aching like crazy and so were daph's from both our school dances ): so i had to put counterpain at night but i seriously got to train my splits and stuff cos i think it would seriously help in my inter so i got to work on it... alright got to go (: glad to have these national day holidays for a break... seriously need it before my brain dies from exhaustion... sigh...
7:56 AM
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
okay i'm updating again because i'm so uber bored right now... haha... anyway, the sixers went out to watch lake house the other day and it was quite okay la, i wont say that i would pay to watch it again but it wasnt exactly as bad as the critics say it is la... the front part was quite okay and then the middle was some what boring and rather draggy but the ending was nice!!! it was so cool but the 2 years diff thing kinda confused me and i sort of got lost in that 2 year thing... hahaha... oh well...
argh my muscles are aching ): ms pang made us do FOUETTE OF ADAGE EIGHT TIMES on tuesday!!!my gosh... my muscles are so suan man... and there was class again the next day so right now, it's sort of double aching and i'm kinda panicking for teachers' day performance... ahhh!!!!! i havent learnt the new stuff for hiphop and contemp and i am so super screwed ): just got to get rq or krislyn to teach me or meng ai also can la (: hee she's super nice!!! anyway, i just hope i can cope with juggling school dance and ballet at the same time and with the performance getting nearer, i am seriously panicking liao... oh yea and guess what??? my inter exam is on the 16 SEPT!!! gosh this is scary la... i am so afraid that i wont be prepared.. and if i'm really not prepared, i'll cry ): argh, so unfair, daph and kyra both got 27 sept and it's so late!!! i want that too!!!! argh. my adage both in centre and barre sucks and i seriously need help!!! DAPHNE TAN!!! help me!!!! okay i need to calm down... phew... alright....
yay i'm quite excited about saturday!!! helping out at the shanghai thing again and this time, i'm prepared!!! wahahahaa... the last time, i was literally tormented by those kids and cheryl was super bored!!! hahaha but quite a few of hers cried and mine were just simple NOISY!!! argh.. oh well... i hope they our groups or something but i get a nice group la (: but i already prepared bribing material!!! hahahaha sweets and chocolates!!! yay!!! then i can help daph and jody with the getting people up and down stuff (: yep that'll be fun and super tiring but oh well, november is going to be our turn for concert!!! excited about it (:
okay i think i should stop this crapping and maybe later i shall post some incredible ballet pictures that i found on the net (: okay tata...
5:07 PM
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